Archive for September, 2005

drips and drop across rooftops…

Wednesday, September 28th, 2005

It rained for the entire last night which made sleeping easier.. Yes, I do still keep my heater on cos it is *still* Canberra and the temperature still dips now and then… However so, I have already assumed what I call the SCIS, the Sleep Code in Singapore aka boxers only, anything else is extra… =0)

Spent most of last night with my best friend ProE listening to Diana Krall… He has stopped crashing, mainly because I found out the only reason he was is because my portable hdd is full.. So now I’m working on my scratch disk, moving files around and all that jazz.. But it’s good.. Making some progress and I am start to hate him less each moment spent with him… Definitely a better relationship compared to Rhino… that temperament arse…95% temper and 5% mental…

Anyway, I managed to get Mankum to submit my concept for the Singapore Furniture Industries Council’s Furniture Design Award 2005 competition.. I see myself getting into top 10… in the Young Designer’s Category… Most definitely so I guess! Am not posting any rendering up here yet… Possible IP implications but when it’s confirmed, I will.. It’s a riot I tell you.. =0) In lieu of that, I am posting a pic of my form study for my toaster and kettle set for Sunbeam Australia… And following to that is a side table I did for a recycling in design exercise… Dumb thing is dumbdumb me missed the exhibition ALTOGETHER… Am glad to realize that the school’s press was there and published a picture of it! =0) Woohoo!Photo_091905_002

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Managed to temporarily fix Yagger’s headlamp switch… Stupid previous owner short circuited it leave it on always; even when off… Had a piece to garden twine to hold the switch in place till I get sometime to open the thing up to un-short that circuit.. Dang man!

Yep worked yesterday, which was boring… But lunch was interesting pleasant looking… Here’s a pic of the fried rice I cooked the night before.. And yes, that’s the most interesting thing about yesterday….

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Oh yeah, I went for this Monster Truck thingy this past weekend… FANTASTIC I tell you… Monster trucks, demolition derby, freestyle motoX, jumping peewees, jet engined vans… Bloke’s world I tell you… Wish I had more pics to post but I took more video than anything else… =0) Dscf0077

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And it was this peewee which did a backflip… 3 times in a row! Oh I miss riding sooooooo much…

mixed emotions…

Monday, September 26th, 2005

ahhh… No, it’s not about bgr… (That should be call BLR anyway =0) ). Let me start…

Woke up this morning at 7.30ish as usual.. Sent the last of my furniture design files to Stefan whom so graciously agreed to print out and submit for the competition in Singapore on behalf of me… Managed to finish my Professional Practice assignment in time to watch "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory"… I have been putting that on hold for 3 weeks… Have been REALLY busy trying to push out my furniture piece..

Half way thru the show, Loretta called… She told me that I needn’t come in at work on Friday as Sophie had a big project on and she could use the extra time.. I took it quite personally cos I wasn’t quite productive at work… I mean, the last time I was there, I spent half the day trying to finish a Rhino model of a staircase (which I didn’t finish) and did a dodgy job for the playground deck.. I felt as if Paul didn’t want me in anymore… =0( But Rhino really did screw me up that day… I did the exact same thing but the surfaces just didn’t want to match… With that I fell into a guilt trip of what did I do wrong and what does shit always happen…

Anyway, I continued the show and felt inspired once again… Somehow, with these kinda shows… It always get me thinking about my life.. I have always had people telling me positive things about me.. But I do also know my weakness… I often struggle between both ends, swinging left and right, up and down… I know I want to be a successful designer but I also have my baggage of insecurities and doubts… I am confident of my designs yet afraid irrationalities might stem out..

That’s why I felt so much for Willy Wonka… I am a person like that… Doing things I want to do, hiding my innermost thoughts… I know I can make it big if I were to produce my own designs… But where do I get my capital? How do I build my name? What if I start designing quirky stuff like a square ball or a solar powered torch light?

I managed to rush to the computer labs after the show… I left my furniture animation overnight to render… It was beautiful but a tad simple…

Attended Professional Practice… Micheal said everyone passed the assignment we submitted earlier but there’s this joker who spelt Professional Practice wrong .. I heard him mumble, under his breathe that he marked *that* person down cos it WAS the title of the subject .. "And as designers go, we should be professional in our undertakings… Yada yada yada"… I’m afraid that joker might just be me… Knowing my constant use of American English… Damn! On the other node, I should learn to roll with punches and not expect too much from people… I should be cool with getting low grades but doing things I WANT and not for OTHERS… That I am trying to learn…

After that class was Furniture studio… Spoke with Steve, Don and Bill… Convinced them that I could submit a PowerPoint submission… Went further indepth with Steve in regards with our Honors… It seems like I am unable to do my honors as my grades weren’t up to it… I’m a good 0.6 below the require 5.7 GPA… Dang… Steve was just trying to reassure me that’s not the end of the world and comforted me that my other designs are "really good and was really pushing"… He was careful not to make any committments but he said that the board will be looking at it and he will get back to us soon… Sigh..

He also leaked that my *possible* new Singaporean classmates for next year (thanks to affliations with NYP) might not be my classmates as they *might* not make up the standard for 4th yr… I dunno… I’m just jealous of that thanks to interschool affliations, NYP students almost have an automatic route to 4th year and yet because of that, will get to do honors without having to earn for it… And here I am, conceptually strong and more matured in my forms but still struggling to get in for that… I know that… I’ve seen the work of two of the earlier NYP pple..

WHINE…

post dated 10 september…

Monday, September 26th, 2005

Right, I wrote this post approximately, 3pm on Saturday, 10 Sep, before my trip to Tumut but was unable to save then ‘cos friendster was being fiendish again.. Thus, I saved it in my trusty palm and only uploading it now… =0)

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It’s another gray sky morning which means it’s another day without work which means I am AUD100 poorer.. Maybe I shouldn’t have called Lawrence and asked if I should turn up.. I guess I was trying to be responsible and actually call.. Also, maybe I just didn’t want to be in the car, on my way, when he calls me to turn around…

Work at the Playground People is good… I saw myself taking more business responsibility this week… It seems the best business practices things I read during my stint in MHA is starting to pay off… It has somewhat allowed to balance myself from being "an irrational" designer… It’s interesting how God places me in places where develops and molds me; even before I knew him… He gave me such an engineering inclined dad who drilled me in theories and gave me my mechanical design sense… He brought me to MHA to learn the public administration and business dealings and such in the newletters I produce. He had me chanced the telemarketing industry which taught me the nitty gritties of communication. He brought me to LaSalle where I learn the importance of critical thinking and writing as a designer, not just producing nice forms. And the list just goes on. Right now at the Playground People, I do feel as a contractor sometimes, because I do have got to make site inspections, measurements, evaluation, etc… But I do believe there is a purpose to it… At least I do know, my design considerations have been built in the capital of Australia, my playground module has been built and there’s a product to my name…

A pic of Yagger @ Work…

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Lenca and myself has just gotten into another disagreement… One evening, she just came back and said she would be going to another airline interview the next day… I was flabbergasted… I went into denial that she would listen to her friends and whatnots… However, after some explaination, I understood the deal and thought it should somewhat be plausible.. Then came the second bomb; it was to be an overseas posting… With that, I told her if it was to be more that a year, I will plainly disagree to it… She countered with the reasoning, much of our wedding could be "arranged overseas"… She said she still could make internet purchases, get her good friends to do it for her, etc… She also mentioned she could fly back every other chance she gets (with the much ticket discount aircrew get) and that there are many flights now to Singapore so it should be alright… That I didn’t accept at all… I mean, we are always looking forward to meeting together again, and now for that extra money, you are willing to take up that job? I would most gladly work harder to make ends meet then to part just like that.. Besides, I don’t trust those #!@# people from that country… Lenca, what to do, you so pretty, I cannot help but being jealous and racist (in some sense) with the people I know from that country who are here in Australia. Seriously, I don’t wanna mention country here but I’m sure it I did, people would agree with me, almost all the guys from that region are all humsup and like (and already had and at every moment they could) jia bah… =0) But as a whole, we resolved once again.. I really appreciate our communication and ability to talk things through. Yes, we raised our voices and had emotional instances but at the end, all is good and we know where we are at and going to.. =0) I love you so much Lenca.

Flowers for Lenca… =0)

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I found another source of attraction to the ants… My peanut butter! I also lost my half box of chicken in the biscuits to them… =0( I nearly lost my muselis and nutella but I was fast enough this time… Anyway, here’s a couple of em taking the bait.. Scram ants, leave ans alone!

Lance, Anthony, Wee Shan, Sandy and myself had a potluck recently.. The food was good, naturally, and the crowd was comfortable… I do appreciate these kinda fellowships once in a while, being all Singaporeans, we could speak with our own jargons without the need for special considerations and whatnots… Try explaining what NS, ORD, PAP, kiao tor, matt saleh, chiu cheng, laksa, hum sup, MS, Zouk etc… to a non Singaporean… Sadly, it seems like they didn’t like my food, and that became my lunch/dinner for the next few days..

Had another bout of CSC meeting.. Arrived there late again.. =0) This time, it was pretty alright.. I updated the committee on the current membership status and my deal was done. Afterwhich all of us, except for Elmo, went for dinner at Sammy’s which was fantastic I would say.. Splurged AUD13 each but it was well worth it.. After dinner, we all had supper at the Pancake Parlor.. Anthony and Lay Choo bought me chocolate which was also nice… Compared to the previous meetings, I really enjoyed myself…

Formatted my comp AGAIN… Think I had another virus and I had to format it 3 times before it cleared up.. Everything’s up once again… Installed all my softwares and all are working great! =0)

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ansley jones is back…

Monday, September 26th, 2005

Testing testing…

YES!!!! I am back… Juz managed to find MS Service Pack 2 in the school’s network and installed it and IT WORKS! YAyyyyyy!

Have been really busy and will be busier… But oh well, this is one good avenue for me to destress so expect more crap from me!

an update done in school…

Wednesday, September 14th, 2005

Yes, I am in the computer labs right now.. Am scanning my images for my furniture design and gads it IS slow..

Have been trying to update for the past week but in vain… I had just formatted my computer, 3 times yet, but internet explorer just hangs the posting applet…. Dang! It is such a pain…

Anyway, things which happened:

  1. Went for my Tumut Trip
  2. Formatted my comp 3 times
  3. Worked
  4. Lazed
  5. Had a potluck
  6. CSC Meeting followed by dinner
  7. Furniture Design ProE

Yup… Think that’s all I’ve done… It’s quite bad cos I didn’t quite have enough rest nor enough work nor did enough school work… That’s bad… Jack of all trades master of none… Ansley of all work, completer of none… Yikes!

Alrighty… Think I better be gone.. Just finished with the scanning, gonna touch em up right now and off to home, rest a little bit and start on my boards already…

Ciao!

a time for everything… a time to rest, rejuvenate and catch up with assignments…

Sunday, September 4th, 2005

Ahhhh… vacation’s here… Intially, I had mistaken it for just a week but in fact it was two.. =0) As mentioned at the title, though it’s a going to be a good rest, but I’ll still gotta catch up with my assignments.. The very fact is that, though it’s the vacation and my work hours is unrestrainted, I am not working any more then usual.. =0) School has been pretty smooth for the past week or so… Everyone’s dead rushing for their assignments and yet, exams… For myself, it’s the usual presentations and sketching and whatnots… The lecturers like the form of my toaster/kettle and furniture… I’ve just got to iron out finer details.. Otherwise, there’s nothing more, nothing much, just routine.

Many many things have happened since my last update… Can’t really remember what exactly but I’ll try to recollect as I go along…

Anniversary. Just two days back, was Lenca’s and my 1st anniversary… It’s amazing how time flies, even as we are physically apart… I guess, it would be alright to spill right now as I estimate she should be getting her gift today… I bought a nice simple frame and printed an overly used yet still nostalgic picture of us with the quote:

"Trip over love, you can get up. Fall in love and you fall forever…"

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She was supposed to receive it on Saturday, on our anniversary itself but I guess the Singapore Postal Service doesn’t work then eh? Oh well.. anyway, she wasn’t expecting this and she didn’t send me anything either.. I am not complaining eh… I do receive my regular dosage of sweet nothings from her… Tell me which gf would send article clippings of my interest, comics, cards and all the little other sweet nothings and pay postage of SGD4, over 8000km, just for the sake of me… Five alphabets… Lenca. =0) Here’s a pic of the thingy I sent…

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Work. Work at The Playground People was great! Photo_090205_001

Yes, it gets boring once in a while, cos it does get slow sometimes… But otherwise, it is good! I get to do any and everything at my own discrestion aka come in, have lunch and even leave any time I want… =0) (If you think I will come in late and leave early, you must be kidding, getting paid by the hour, for just one day a week, I’ll try to maximise my time there~) Even my job scope is very independent.. I am just given the specifics of the project and I get down to it on my own, exploring and possibly pushing design as much as I can, as long as it meets the safety standard of Australia… Main job aside, Paul, my boss aka the owner of the company, is a GREAT boss. Like Heather from MHA, he allows me to explore my grounds, gives practical advice, guides me via comments and shows me the possible end results but leaves the journey to me, takes time to share with me things I should take note of, etc… He, noted my characteristic of being bored easily, had me experience being a farm boy for a while when I was to plant stakes at marked locations around his lawn as he was planning to grow some fruit trees now that spring is here… It’s a pity I didn’t take any photos then but it was quite a sight… Imagine: 16 stakes as tall as me, a lawn 1/2 as big as a soccer field (not including the lake, tennis court, playground, indoor swimming pool, etc.. in his home office), an axe longer then my arm as a hammer, two spliters and a lovely cool, sunny day in Queanbeyan, New South Wales… Lovely.

Drinking Session. Well, that wasn’t really a drinking session… Wee Shan called and had a couple of us over "for a drink"… I later found out, this other Singaporean, Lance, had just broken up with his gf, so that was the reason we were there… Anyway, I only had a shot of Chivas… Didn’t have any green tea with it, oh well… We played taidi and bluff… Speaking of bluff, for the first time in my life, we played bluff with four decks among 5 people… And amazingly, I won! They just won’t believe that I am so honest with my cards… Come on, would I lie if I put down 12 sixes? =0)

Jetstar. Lenca and myself had a disagreement sometime back.. What happened was that she had gone for a Jetstar interview which I took it as "just to see how far she can go…" One thing led to another and at the end, she got through ALL the interviews and was offered a place as a cabin crew… Then, she was trying to decide if should take the offer up… I kinda freaked out as I didn’t realize when she said "just to see how far she can go…" means if she get it, she will go for it.. Now the issue is that Jetstar is paying lesser than her current job, which she just started, was much excited about, felt it was God’s calling, etc… Anyway, after about 3 days of misery, we managed to talk things out and there… I have decided to relent and let her pursue her dream… Just don’t complain about the bitchy collegues… =0) Also, the reason why I am posting this, is to make realize to others that there is no such thing as a hollywood relationship: one which is as strong as ours (believe me when I say this, this is our first MAJOR arguement and strain in our long distance relationship) do have its ups and downs… At the end, it is how committed you are to resolve any differences and work out.. It’s the discipline of not wanting nor allowing the concept of breakup in the picture which sustains each and every relationship, married or dating. Naturally, we did all these with the grace and much trust in God…

Ants. Spring is officially here! As much as I love the pretty sight in spring, blooming flowers EVERYWHERE, nice warmer yet cool weather, etc… HOWEVER, with that slightly warmer weather, bugs and whatnots starts appearing… Moths, FATASSED flies, bugs and ANTS! I am having some ant infestation in my room… Yes, I know I am sweet and watnots (EH! What BHB??!!!) But these ants are just bugging me soooooo much… Crawlling EVERYWHERE… I had enough and bought some ant bait and hope it works… =0(

Birthday. This past Thursday was Moon’s Birthday… As from the name, Moon is a hk girl (Believe me when I say i’ve got hk architect friends with the names of Beam and Circular) doing interior design, attending the same furniture design module as myself… Anyway, she invited myself, with Anthony (our common friend, a Singaporean), Candy (another hk, our classmate) and two of her other friends… We had dinner in a very nice waterfront Chinese restaurant in Gungalin. The restaurant was pleasantly decorated in a comtemporary Chinese fashion. A play of red and black, traditional lanterns and contemporary clean lamps, straight edged tables with likewise chairs with a featured curved form for its hind legs… Pretty. I later realized the restaurant is own by the parents of the other girl at the table… The meal was really good, can’t really remember what we had but we there were 3 dishes. Guess we had a hefty discount as we only paid AUD17 per person… It was good alright.. Here’s a general view of the restaurant…Dscf0001_2

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Toe. And yes, I just stubbed my right second toe yesterday, again… The first time happened when I was walking to school… I was wearing my thongs (aka slippers) and was walking down a slope towards class and I stubbed it against a log or something… It only started bleeding in class as it was cold outside, too cold for blood to rush out from the gash… Well, that sort of healed and last night, whilst walking towards Yagger after shopping at Coles, once again, I stubbed *that* toe against a bollard… BOLLOCKS! Well, again, I was in my thongs and it didn’t bleed till I got home… Managed to stop the bleeding… But this time, it’s sprained… And as the Bible says one how if one part of the body is injured, the whole body suffers; I am limping from the sprained toe now… Sigh… Here’s a drastically underexposed shot of it… Oh yah… it’s 1 1/2 times its original size now…

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Oh well, gotta go off now to continue sketching… Also, there will be a potluck tonight, going to a farm in Tumut on Saturday and Sunday and watnots… And no, I don’t look gay in my pink top. =0)Photo_090405_001